March 2012
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So I’m kind of freaking out about going to see a counselor. My anxiety is acting up and I don’t like it. I’m afraid she won’t be able to help me and I’ll just feel really uncomfortable the whole time.
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This strawberry cake reminds me of lemon jello cake every time I look at it. It would probably be heavenly with a jello glaze. It would make the cake super moist.
February 2012
I have a therapist appointment on Monday! I have no idea what it says, if anything, that this woman can see me Monday while the other woman had a three week wait list.
Okay so I don’t have a therapist appointment in two weeks. In the one day it took me to decide that two weeks wasn’t too long to wait, other people snatched up both available time slots. So now the next available one is in three weeks, and that’s probably gone too. So I’ve decided to email someone else. She uses meditation and yoga and classical music and hypnosis and...
Just realized that Alo looks a lot like Dylan.
I’m not really enjoying Nick’s episode of Skins…
Also I slept through my classes today. What the fuck? Well, more accurately, I slept through Art and woke up a bit after one. In my delirious state I thought that I had missed English when in fact it doesn’t start till 2. But I was so tired and out of it and actually kind of dizzy, that I knew I couldn’t get ready in time. Plus, I didn’t have my essay written. I am never staying...
I would be perfectly okay with devoting my life to some craft of physical activity, such as dancing or martial arts or baking or something. If that was all I did with my days, I would be happy. I would learn as I went.
Holy crap. It’s totally leap day. I almost didn’t notice. February would have ended and March would have began and I would have been none the wiser. It’s kind of cool though. It almost makes the fact that I’m going to get two hours of sleep tonight bearable. Any excuse not to be quite as miserable and tired.
Unfortunately, instead of coming home and taking a nap between...
Oh my god, stippling is so fucking tedious! Why does this have to be due tomorrow?
Watchdyinglion:
quesadija:
Crying
AHHAHAHAH OH GOD
“I didn’t want to kiss you goodbye—that was the trouble—I wanted to kiss you...”
– Ernest Hemingway (via isxbelle)
Finally.
Now I can get some work done.
So far today I have done nothing on my list except wash some of my dishes. I have finished preliminary window cleaning that I started yesterday. I need to buy some real windex and finish them sometime. Off brand just isn’t cutting it.
The storm door is being fixed right now, so that’s handy. I’m considering asking about screening in the back porch so I can let my cats out there...
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Value study for Stippling, Hatching, and Cross Hatching
Then I have to draw a cylinder w/shadow using one of those methods, in pen.
Contrast essay draft one due tomorrow. Peer review. Ew.
I have a bunch of library books I need to read and return. I guess I’ll try to get them finished by Friday since I’m going there anyway to see DANIELLE CORSETTO speak. I am so excited.
I...
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They changed Tumblr… I wasn’t expecting that. Hm…
In other news, last night the giant black wasp fell into the lamp and died!
I finished the first half of the first season of The L Word. I am enjoying it quite a lot. But I currently have a crush on a girl, and it’s just making me want to kiss her that much more.
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“i want to believe the things that i tell everyone about myself. i want to...”
– via one long longing [someone mentioned this to me tonight, b/c i linked to it from the glee recap. sometimes it’s good to read these things and feel like i’ve made some progress on something] (via autostraddle)
